Sunday, January 24, 2010

Misgivings ....

It's Sunday nite.

And tomorrow morning I will be admitting myself into the hospital for an invasive medical procedure known as an angiogram. Basically, what the doctors will do is to make an incision in my upper leg .. into the main artery .. and insert a catheter into the blood vessel all the way right up into my heart.

Then a special dye is injected directly into the coronary arteries so that X-rays can be taken of the heart. This is so that the doctors can see if there are any problems ( re:blockages ) in and around the areas.

I'm NOT looking forward to this. Cos everytime I go to the hospital, I just seem to get bad and even worse news.

Perhaps I might just skip the whole procedure all together ... after all, who was it that said that Ignorance is Bliss ? After all , I seem to be getting along just fine on my meds ...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Case Closed ?

Hmm.

Seems that local authorities have arrested the people responsible for the spate of attacks on several churches recently. But methinks that this is just the tip of the iceberg .. whether or not this will restore the 'faith' or ease mounting tensions .. or even if these are the actual people responsible ... well, your guess is as good as mine.

Full report HERE.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Updates ..

I guess it's going to get a lot worse ( hopefully not ) before it gets better ... look at the following news :


Fourth church attacked in
Malaysia as Allah row deepens

By Niluksi Koswanage

KUALA LUMPUR - Arsonists in Malaysia struck a fourth church on Saturday as the government tried to soothe tensions arising from a row over the use of the word "Allah" to refer to the Christian God.

The unprecedented attacks risk dividing the mainly Muslim nation of 28 million people, which has significant religious minorities, and complicating Prime Minister Najib Razak's plan to win back support from the non-Muslims before the next elections by 2013.

The row, over a court ruling that allowed a Catholic newspaper to use Allah in its Malay-language editions, prompted Muslims to protest at mosques on Friday and sparked arson attacks on three churches that saw one Pentecostalist church gutted.

While Najib visited the badly damaged Pentecostalist church and offered a government grant of half a million ringgit to maintain "a harmonious society," church leaders said they wanted more concrete assurances of safety.

"We ask the government to make a strong statement to these wrongdoers so we can worship in peace on Sunday," Reverend Hermen Shastri, secretary-general to the Council of Churches Malaysia, told Reuters.

Malaysia is mainly Muslim and Malay but there are substantial ethnic Chinese and Indian minorities who mainly practise Christianity, Buddhism and Hinduism.

These minorities handed the government its biggest losses in 2008 state and national elections in part due to feelings of religious marginalisation and growing disillusionment with corruption.

In the latest attack on early Saturday, unidentified attackers flung a home-made petrol bomb at the Good Shepherd Lutheran Church in a suburb in Selangor state. The two-storey bungalow sustained minor damage, church officials said.

Police said they have stepped up security at all places of worship but faced a manpower shortage. Inspector General of Police Musa Hasan told churches across the country to hire more security guards.

ALLAH

Christians account for nine percent of the 28 million population, with a sizable number of non-English speaking Christians in Malaysia's Borneo island states of Sabah and Sarawak who have used the word "Allah" for decades.

Najib's handling of the issue will determine whether he can keep the support of the Malays and win back ethnic Chinese and Indian voters to solidify his grip on power after taking control of the government last year.

"Till today we are protecting the interests of other races besides championing those of the Malays," Najib was earlier quoted as saying by state news agency Bernama.

"Don't point fingers and say UMNO is racist...when churches are burnt," he said referring to his party, the United Malays National Organisation that is the linchpin of the National Front that has ruled the country for 52 years.

But Malay-Muslims, including those in UMNO, fear the word could be used by Christians to proselytise to Muslims, which is already illegal in the Southeast Asian country.

More than 169,000 Malaysians have joined a group page on social networking site Facebook called "Protesting the use of the name Allah by non-Muslims," a fourfold increase from the start of this week that signals growing Islamic anger.

And a Happy New Year to you too ... *sigh*

I woke up really early this morning.

That's not really typical of me these days, it being a Saturday as well but I promised my youngest daughter that I would send her to school for her extra-curricular activities ... so I found myself in the car at 0630am .. driving her to school.

After dropping her off I decided to have breakfast as sleep was already a lost cause .. so I headed to a nearby 'mamak' stall .. only to see this :



It's not even two weeks into the New Year and there are churches firebombed?

What is going to happen next?

I only hope that this wont result in something everyone will regret ... more news reports HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Food for Thought ...




















Here's something I read sometime back .. really makes you wonder ..

“HERE IS A MAN who was born in an obscure village, the Child of a peasant woman. He worked in a carpenter shop until He was thirty, and then for three years He was an itinerant preacher. He never wrote a book… He never held an office. He never owned a home. He never had a family. He never went to college. He never put his foot inside a big city. He never traveled two hundred miles from the place where He was born. He never did one of the things that usually accompany greatness. He had no credentials but Himself. He had nothing to do with this world except the naked power of His Divine manhood. While still a young man, the tide of popular opinion turned against Him. He was turned over to His enemies. He went through the mockery of a trial. He was nailed to a Cross between two thieves. His executioners gambled for the only piece of property He had on earth while he was dying- and that His Coat. When He was dead He was taken down and laid in a borrowed grave through the pity of a friend. Such was His human life – He rises from the dead. Nineteen wide centuries have come and gone and today He is the Centerpiece of the human race and the Leader of the column of progress. I am within the mark when I say that all the armies that ever marched, and all the navies that ever were built, and all the parliaments that ever sat, and all the kings that ever reigned, put together, have not affected the life of man upon this earth as powerfully as that One Solitary Life.”

- from One Solitary Life by Dr James A Francis


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

The Winter Solstice Festival ..















It's 2 days before Christmas .. 22nd December.

And it's also a date that's very significant to the Chinese where traditionally family members gather together for dinner and also to have a very special treat - glutinous rice balls called 'Tang Yuan' meaning reunion.

Usually, family members will make the Tang Yuan together using glutinous rice powder. However with the advent of modern convenience stores, ready made Tang Yuan are available at hypermarkets or your local pasarmini - the Tang Yuan in the pic you see is made by my nieces - the Tang Yuan is then boiled in water with some brown sugar and pandan leaves before it's consumed ( tasted pretty good ! ).

I've gotta admit that I've never actually joined in family dinners where the Winter Solstice Festivals are concerned - but faced with the prospect of never actually having another bowl of Tang Yuan ..

My test results are finally in .. Doc says my mitral valve is faulty .. and it needs to be replaced .. so it's definitely open heart surgery .. now it's only a matter of whether I can have the surgery .. cos I've got a condition known as 'Global Hypokinesia' .. which means I've got a very very weak heart ( it's not pumping properly ) .. so more tests need to be done to see if im fit enough for surgery .. now im scheduled for an angiogram at the end of January 2010 cos they wanna see if there are any blockages ....


PS : To the anonymous bro who's been leaving comments and words of encouragements .. thanks for the articles dude .. but unfortunately i'm really sick otherwise i wouldn't even bother to go see the doc .. i'm just glad that the meds i'm on right now are keeping me healthy .. hopefully I can get thru this ....

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Christmas Week ..

It's 0400am and I still cant sleep.

It's been like this for some time actually ... since I've been home on compulsory medical leave due to this condition I have.

Without anywhere to go ( not like I can go anywhere ) and not being well enough to do anything in particular, my days are spent basically online .. watching TV .. and sleeping.

I also just realised that it's gonna be Christmas next week ... on Friday, to be exact.

They say Christmas is a time for forgiveness .. and also for miracles. Well, if there are miracles to be handed out .. let me know where I need to queue. Cos I REALLY REALLY need a miracle just right about now ....